Thursday, July 31, 2008

cat back

CAT BACK
SHIT I GOT CAT BACK!........WHY WON'T SHE SHUT THE FUCK UP? I JUST WANT TO GO HOME............ THIS REMINDS ME OF THE FIRST TIME I GOT CAT BACK. I WAS MAYBE 5 YEARS OLD AND ABOUT 2 DAYS AFTER BEING BITTEN BY A STRAY CAT....SORT OF? IT WAS MY CAT, LION, WHO RAN AWAY MAYBE 6 MOUTHS BEFORE. WHEN LION WAS JUST A CUB HIS BROTHER TIGER, I KNOW "HOW ORIGINAL" BUT THEY BOTH WHERE ORANGE/BROWN,ONE STRIPED THE OTHER NAKED.....I'M GETTING AWAY FROM THE FACTS! TIGER DIED OF A STRANGE INFECTION THAT POORED FROM HIS EYES ......THOSE DEADLY TEARS. WE MOVED SOON AFTER THAT, BUT APON ARRIVAL HE SKIPPED OUT AND I DIDN'T SEE HIM TILL THAT DAY. SITTING ON THE FENCE STARRING RIGHT AT ME....WAITING FOR ME. I WALKED OVER AND PICKED HIM UP IN MY ARMS. THATS WHEN HE BIT ME! FROM THAT DAY FORWARD I COULD'T SLEEP. I WOULD NAP. IN THE AFTER NOON, MAYBE A COUPLE HOURS, AND THAT DREADED TIME OF DAY BETWEEN 4 AND 7 AM.
O.K!..... DINNER'S DONE CAN WE GO NOW? WHAT? COFFEE?.....I DON'T EVEN DRINK COFFEE! THIS MEANS MORE THEN 25 MINUTES OF MORE TALKING. WHEN I WAS 7 I USED TO HAVE TO COUNT THE SECONDS AND MINUTES AFTER MY MOM WENT TO SLEEP......ONCE YOU HEAR HER SNORRING COUNT OUT 20 MINUTES THEN SNEAK INTO THE LIVING ROOM, TURN THE T.V. ON AND TURN THE VOLUME DOWN. WAIT! WAIT! O.K. FIRST COMMERCIAL TURN IT UP A BIT. NEXT ONE A BIT MORE........A HOUR OF PATTANCE EQUALED YEARS OF FREEDOM. SHE NEVER COUGHT ON.
ANOTHER COFFEE!?...........THIS WILL KEEP HER UP TALKING ALL NIGHT.......I'M NEVER GETTING OUT OF HERE..........GREAT! SHE'S FLIRTING WITH NEIGHBOR.....YOU TRAMP.....GO A HEAD CHAT IT UP, YOU KNOW WHAT HE WANTS? RIGHT? THAT'S RIGHT... REMEMBER YOU HAVE CHILDERN...COMPOSE YOUR SELF. EVERY ONE IN THE ROOM CAN SEE RIGHT THROW HER........................I'M GOING TO KILL HER. BUT HOW? HERE? WHAT BETTER PLACE AND TIME? BUT I CAN'T DO IT RIGHT NOW, WITH THESE PEOPLE SOMEONE'S SURE TO STOP ME. GOTTA THINK OF SOMETHING......AND QUIK. SICKNESS, PAIN, WHAT?....................SEX. SEX ALWAYS GETS ATTENTION. I KNOW THIS.........SO I TAKE MY HAND AND PLACE IT ON HER LEG....SHE STOPS TALKING AND LOOKED DOWN....I MOVED MY HAND CLOSER AND CLOSER TO HER CROUCH......I LOOKED IN TO HER EYE AND SAID ......................"MOM, CAN I TALK TO YOU OUT SIDE?"