W1 PART TWO

........................................THEN I SAW IT, MORE THAN A HALLUCINATION, MORE THAN PARANOIA,IT WAS CLEAR AS DAY,THE TO OF THEM KISSED BEFORE SHE GOT OUT OF THE CAR.I WAS SAYING TO MYSELF...JESUS I'M RIGHT HERE, HOW COULD SHE? AS SHE WALKED CLOSER I BEGAN TO PACE, KEEPING DIRECT EYE CONTACT,MY SKIN BEGAN TO HURT AND IT FELT LIKE MY BONES WHERE BEING CRUSHED INTERNALLY.EVERY STEP I COULD HEAR THE TWO OF THEM PANTING AND MOANING, I STOOD SILENT AND MOTIONLESS AS SHE REACHED THE TOP OF THE STEPS. AT THAT TIME DERRIK'S CAR PULLED AWAY, AND SANDRA CAME TO ME WITH A KISS ON THE LIPS, I COULD TASTE HIM. SHE SAID THAT DERRIK SAID "HI" I GRABBED HER RIGHT HAND AND FOR SOME REASON I PUT IT TO MY NOSE, I COULD SMELL HIM.THEN I SCREAMED IN HER FACE,"I CAN TASTE HIM IN MY MOUTH!", AND THEN I LOST CONTROL OF MY SELF, LIKE A BEAST HAD POSSESSED ME................I COULD ONLY WATCH IN TERROR. I WENT FOR THE THROAT LIKE AN ANIMAL AND JUMPED ON HER ,SHE WAS WINCING AND SCREAMING "STOP! PLEASE,I LOVE YOU" AND "WHY?", BUT I COULDN'T STOP, I WANTED TO, BUT I COULDN'T FIGHT IT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED THE UNTAMED RAGE AND HUNGER. THE STRANGEST FEELING WAS THAT MY BODY AND SENSES WERE ACTUALLY ENJOYING THIS,IT FRIGHTENED ME TO THE PIT OF MY SOUL. I REMEMBER THAT I TRIED TO CRY OUT BUT DRAWL DRIPPED FROM MY LIPS AND A GROAN ESCAPED FROM MY CHEST.THEN I COULDN'T SEE, I HAVE NO MEMORY OF THE NEXT MINUTE OR SO , BUT I SUDDENLY LOST ALL MY STRENGTH MY BODY WENT LIMP OVER TOP OF HER AND FELT MY FACE BEGIN TO BURN LIKE SOMEONE WAS CUTTING MY FACE IN HALF WITH A CUTTING TORCH. THERE WAS BLOOD EVERY WHERE, ALL OVER ME. I LOOKED DOWN AND SAW HER THERE, HER THROAT WAS TORN TO PIECES, MY HEART SANK AND JAW DROPPED WITH DISBELIEF, AND SOME THING FELL FROM MY BLOODY MOUTH.IT WAS THE SILVER NECK LESS I GAVE HER FOR OUR ANNIVERSARY,THEN I VOMITED AND THE SILVER AND AMBER PENDENT THAT, HUNG FROM THE NECK LESS, HIT THE CONCRETE. IT WAS AT THAT MOMENT I UNDERSTOOD WHAT HAD HAPPENED, THE TASTE OF HER BLOOD IN MY MOUTH AND SINUSES, I CRIED FOR HELP AS LOUD AS I COULD, BUT BLOOD IN MY THROAT MADE MY VOICE GROGGILY AND INCOHERENT. I HELD HER CLOSE TO ME ROCKING HER LIMP BLOODY BODY BACK AND FORTH,REPEATING "I'M SORRY"AND "DON'T GO, I LOVE YOU", UNABLE TO BELIEVE WHAT I'D DONE. I TRUSTED HER MORE THEN ANYONE ,HOW COULD THIS BE? HOW COULD I HAVE DONE THIS? SHE WAS THE ONE THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERED TO ME,THE ONLY PERSON ON MY MIND AT ALL TIMES. THEN JUST BEFORE YOU AND THE AMBULANCE SHOWED UP, HER BODY TENSED UP . I LOOKED UP AT HER BLOODED BLUE FACE. SHE LOOKED RIGHT INTO MY EYES AND MOUTHED "I LOVE YOU", THEN HER EYES ROLLED BACK AND SHE WAS GONE........... . SHE'S GONE,SHE'S GONE AND I LOVED HER SO MUCH, HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?
RECORDED 07/25/01 BY CONST. LYNN BENNET
CASE # 11115682
CHARGE: UNKNOWN (REFERRED TO RIVER VIEW PSYCHIATRIC
HOSPITAL FOR ANALYSIS)